Suddenly, missing you–Mayday

I’m so afraid of quietness.
I’m so afraid of greetings from my friends.
I’m so afraid of those painful memories coming like tides that do not stop.
I’m so afraid of hearing your news.

If my thought of you could speak, I wish it doesn’t sound like a sad weeping.
Now I finally own my own self, but still my tears betray myself.

Suddenly, I think of you. Where are you now?
Are you living happily, or in sorrow?
Suddenly, I think of you.
Suddenly, memories stab me. Suddenly, my eyes are full of tears.

We were the most beautiful song, that has become two sad movies.
Why did you take me to the most unforgettable trip, but then leave me the most hurtful souvenir?

We were so sweet, so lovely, so trustful.
We passionately loved each other.
But why do we still run to our own destiny separately and grow old in regret?

Suddenly, I think of you. Where are you now?
Are you living happily, or in sorrow?
Suddenly, I think of you.
Suddenly, memories stab me. Suddenly, my eyes are full of tears.

I’m so afraid of quietness.
I’m so afraid of greetings from my friends.
I’m so afraid of those painful memories coming like tides that do not stop.
I’m so afraid of hearing your news…